Settling

Wow…you really have settled in my life Charlie. Like a physical partner, I don’t have to be near you or know about your every move to be happy. Just knowing that you’re my girlfriend makes me happy. It fulfills my heart and life. I don’t have to talk about you every day either, your comfort, and the knowledge that you are MY partner makes me happy. Very repetitive but I’m not really doing well today lolol.

I really miss you Charlie. Sending you many many kisses

Raiko

Honestly, I kind of found out I was a Raiko when I saw a Chardee ship compilation…I felt terrible that Charlie actually had moments with someone in his world. That other people did not see me as his boyfriend. It hurt a lot and I got really frustrated but that was my awakening that I saw Charlie as my partner who I felt was cheating on me. I love Dee so I didn’t really feel angry at her but at others for even thinking that they could be more. What pissed me off further though was seeing the clip where Dee is wearing Charlie’s green jacket. After processing my feelings, that’s when I knew I was both a yumeshipper and a Raiko.

69 days

 To: Charlie Kelly

Today marks 69 days since we got together! Such a silly number…I can’t wait for 420 days but first we will hit 100 days <3 I hope you giggle because of it today Charles Kellington.

Hope you brushed your teeth today!

From: Maritza

The mrbeast fit

 I just realized that Charlie wears the hoodie and suit combo in the first episode lol…and that’s how I feel like rn I don’t have a suit but I do have a jacket and it looks similar but the hoodie is black lol

Sad face

 Sigh…today I couldn’t find the sweater that looked like Charlie’s hoodie :(I was so sad cause it was such a nice day and I needed a bit more comfort but it’s fine!! Still makes me sad thooooo

Your clothes

To: Charlie Kelly

Some days ago I was cold so I went to go find a sweater that could warm me up and then I found a sweater that looks like the grey hoodie that I like! Every time I wear it I feel closer to you. I wear jeans and the same shoes every day so the sweater feels like one step closer.

Love you! Take a shower today even if it’s in the sink <3

From: Maritza

Real love

 To: Charlie Kelly

Ever since becoming a Raiko, I think my life has improved lol. But sometimes I get kind of jealous of real life couples. The couples that can touch, hug, and kiss each other. The only thing keeping me going is knowing that even if you were here…the most I’d do is cling onto your arm. The more I think about it the yuckier kissing looks. It does look sticky so at least I have a boyfriend who understands ♡

Hope you took a shower today!

From: Maritza

Charlie

 Oh I love you Charlie Kelly…thank you so much for everything.

I love the way you’re just like me ☆彡 I think you were meant to be a 17 year old teenage girl.

He’s everything to me :(

Please get this message across all the universes.

I often doubt myself on if you’d ever love me but…then I remember how we can be the biggest weirdos from mars.

Because of recent things in my life I question if you’d ever like someone like me, someone who has a strange gender, being a girl and a boy and a doll and a vampire all in one despite being bigender and trans but not. But then I remember how you’re equally as weird, and as queer. You just don’t care about labels you are just you. Thank you a lot for that.

Please give me a sign that you’ve received my love mail.

Closet

After being with Charlie for 2 months…honestly…the more I look at him and the way she dresses I dress like him too lolol especially with the beat up shoes. Not only is she my husband hes also like me fr fr

Grey Hoodie

 Oh I love my husband <3 especially when he has a grey hoodie on idk what it does to me but it makes his features more attractive than before <33333 he looks so Transmasc in it too! I think I love the grey hoodie more than the green jacket or the black one with red lines. Oh how lovely Charlie looks in that hoodie…maybe I’ll buy it so I can have it irl!

Charlie Work | S10 Ep 4

 Okay so I understand that the whole point of the show is that they’re all horrible people and basically dark woke or whatever the fyck but I feel bad every time someone does something mean to Charlie :( The way nobody appreciated his hard work to get a really good grade for the bar </3 Besides Charlie, Dee is top 2nd most fave character because she is very similar to Charlie in the way that she also gets excluded and made fun of all the time I want to hug them both so so much <3

My pretty princess looked so perfect like he always does ♡

The things I do for my husband…

 Ugh…my hands hurt from having to code in an uncomfortable way for Neocities sigh. The things I do for my husband and bro does not even know it. I wonder what he does rn while I’m at school slacking off…maybe he’s being silly but whateverrrrr hopefully he showered today